More Than Worthy

Somewhere in the longing, I discovered a new version of myself.

Not a louder version.
Not a hardened version.
But a healed, awakened version.

A revelation began to unfold — one that allowed me to finally grasp my worth.

Somewhere between survival mode and silent endurance, I had drifted. Days turned into weeks, weeks into years, and without even realizing it, I was functioning in the mess instead of living in freedom. When you live in constant survival, you don’t notice how much of yourself you’ve misplaced just to keep everything else standing.

And here is the truth I’ve come to know:

The further we drift from our true identity, the harder it feels to find our way back.

But harder does not mean impossible.

Even when it feels like the best version of you is unreachable…
You are more than worthy of rediscovering her.

This is where refining takes place.

Refining is not rejection.
It is not punishment.
It is preparation.

There is a moment — just before the sun breaks over the horizon — when everything is still dark. You cannot yet see the warmth, but you know it is coming. The air shifts. The light begins to press back the night.

That is what restoration feels like.

It is rising before you feel ready.
It is standing when you once collapsed.
It is lifting your face toward the light after years of staring at the ground.

The fire that was meant to consume you becomes the place where you are strengthened. The ashes that represent what was lost become the soil where something new begins to grow.

God speaks restoration over what you thought was wasted:

“I will restore to you the years that the locust has eaten.” — Book of Joel 2:25

He is not intimidated by the time you believe was lost.
He is not limited by the version of you that merely survived.
He restores.
He rebuilds.
He renews.

And what He restores does not come back fragile — it comes back refined.

Redemption belongs to you.
Restoration belongs to you.
An overwhelming, unshakable peace belongs to you through the grace of God.

Never allow someone to steal your joy.
Never lower your standards to accommodate someone else’s dysfunction.
Never sacrifice your peace just to keep temporary comfort.
Never surrender your safe space for fear that was never yours to carry.

And most of all — never surrender to the enemy in your weakest moments of battle.

Because weakness does not disqualify you.
It positions you for strength that only comes from the Maker.

You are more than worthy of a life lived in the warmth of His light — not hidden in survival, not shrinking to survive someone else’s chaos, but standing whole, healed, and unafraid.

It may not be easy.
It may cost you comfort.
It may require every ounce of courage you have left.

When you have poured yourself out for everyone else…
When you feel like there is nothing left to give…

God will meet you there.

He will give you strength to rise from the ashes.
He will walk with you through the fire.
He will remind you that fighting for your self-worth is not selfish — it is obedience.

Even when you cannot see your value clearly,
He never loses sight of it.

Even when you feel unworthy,
He calls you chosen.

Even when you feel forgotten,
He calls you redeemed.

The sun will rise again.
And when it does, you will not be the same woman who entered the fire.

You will be stronger.
Clearer.
Rooted.

You are not too far gone.
You are not too damaged.
You are not too late.

You are — and have always been — more than worthy.